your. SMILE(:

I was being stupid. Haha actually not really. I was just irritated by some reason which i don't know. I was not in the right mood. I was worse than sian. Maybe to the point of pissing off. Hahhhhh funny funny. I was sulking, literally. I didnt wait for my family to eat finish, i just wlaked off by myself, alone. Walked around Marine parade then walked to ntuc. Was feeling so sian that i feel sleepy. I guess i was moodswinging, pmsing or whtever it is. And then there was this flood of sweetness through messages. Seriously sweetness which lit up my face immediately, and i was smiling like crazy. At first it was a small smile, then it grew and grew into a grin, and then into this nooise you make when you are happy, and then giggling and then laughter. Haha even I think i lk like an insane person. Im smiling to a phone. Hahahaaaaaaa. Annnnnnnnd then i finally realised whts bothering me all these while, and whats really making me so unme. Its not rly much of a moodswing. Its more of an absence tht causes that. Heh yep, quite sad. But happy all the same. Sweetness is really good. Hah!
Had tonnes of work left undone. I really hate the teachers and the school. Smth is wrong with them and their brains. Do they find joy in showering us with hmwork and projcs and nvr ending deadlines? Do they purposely make the deadlines of hmwork clash, and make it seem coincidental. Like alot of them was supposedly fall on friday, then got extended to next monday? Not sayign tht extension is no good. Its good but we need our weekends, hello?!?!?!?! Cant they give a deadline like tuesday or wednesday. One more day is btr than nothing. Haha im getting irritated all over again. Blah. How to finishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh? How. I lk at my messy table, lk at the moutnains of papers piled up, very disorganized, very untidy, and i know i need to clear all of them up, becfore i have the mood to study. I prefer start doign my work all over again in a neat and clean environment, with documents stacked in place. Or else i'll be super uncomfortable, and i find no mood in studying, my mind will switched to a permanent holiday mood. Hahaha im so weird i know. Another reason to hate block tests cuz they make my place horribly messy, and aft blocks, you feel as if it's the holidays and school is over kind of mode.
Hmm, confirmation is next saturday. I don't know if im lking forward to it or not. Rehearsal today was so dumb. Seriously, we go there just to know where we sit and how we lined up? Waste of time. They can easily lined us up and show us wher we sit in a word doc or smth. But oh well, guess they need the godparents to be informed as well. Actually, theres nth exciting about it. No wonder they say it will just be another day. Maybe, let's hope it holds as a significant day for me. And then took a few pictures with rachel and bernice. Haha piggybacked rachel, proving tht shes really light. Hahah truth to be told, shes nice to piggybacked. I think she ought to know. Cuz shes rly petite and light. Wahaha okay she shld be proud of her lightness. Not like me, i shudder at the thought of smbody piggybacking me. Someone said i look light enough to be piggybacked, i said no thanks straight away. Hahaaaaaaaa funny man. I got heavy bones heavy fats. Anyw, i m tiredddddddd. Very tired. Eyes drooping, even thoguh i woke at 11 today. Pig alrdy. But i shall go to sleep, and die tmr doing hmwork. I bet my class alrdy finished half the work given. I guess my heart is just smwhere else, heeeee. Oh and i got back chinese paper. Failed compo, both smmore. Yay -.- But my compre seriously pulled me up. I'm still gloating away with the fact tht i plus 10 and a half marks from my original. I'm pro manzxzxzx. Haha i'm so happy that from a failing mark i can go all the way up to b3. Omgosh i shld be crying if i get b3, but the compo qn was misleading, almsot everybody failed, and blahblah. End up the 67 i got was quite a high mark for overall in my class. Nobody got a1. About 5 got a2. So im considered lucky i guess. I btr buck up. I need to ace my chinese. Get a1!!!! But besides that, everybody in my class got an A1 for biology. Like 100%?!?!??!?! Omgosh?! They crazy or crazy? The entire level only my class got all a1. Wah mugger class la. Hahah i got like 52, then plus another 2 marks for bio. Gd gd. Satisfied. Math was okay, i want to get beyond 50 but only got 47. Class highest was 59 -.- Damn it. Being in a smart class demoralizes me stimes. I shall just treat it as reverse psychology then! Make myself work harder! Stop procrastinating and whining and complaining. Time to be really be serious and get my work done good and proper. Go me!
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